((AUTHORS NOTE, I WILL ONLY APROVEOF THE PRESENTATION OF THIS STORY IF MY SCREEN NAME ETC. ARE COMPLETELY ANONOMOUS)) Neon Genesis Evangelion "Well kept secrets" PART ONE NOTE: For those of you who have seen the show (hopefully all of you) this story takes place at the end of the series when asuka was in depression but before the final angel came. Also to enhance the story got to ftp://www.bigfire.com for Eva hentai (also for over 18 people only). And of course those of you who are under 18 please leave now, this contains graphic language and mature sexual situations are described. Shinji laid in his bed, listening to the tape that has been droaning on scence the beginning of this whole mess. He reached for the volume, desperately trying to block out Misato sobbing in the other room. He clenched his fist in anger. Why are you doing this to me?, he thought as his brow tightened. Damn you Misato. Damn you and youre problems. I have my own problems to worry about. These thought brought a sudden rush of guilt. Whats wrong with me, he thought, whats wrong with us all? He closed his eyes to find them popping open once again as the door to his room opened again. He sighed and was readying for a few hours of Misato pouring her heart out to him..until he saw her. It wasnt Misato at all. Asuka stood there with a blank expression etched on her face. "Asuka?" he heard himself asking. She didnt answer. She stared through him for a moment. Her beautiful body looked completely exhausted from god knows what. "Shinji..I need to talk.", She said quitely. Shinji was silent. She went on, " Shinji..I need to talk to someone..and I know what you think I think of you but..youre actually the person Im closet to here." Shinji waited for the "and dont get any ideas about me liking you or anything." but it never came. She continued, "Im so depressed I dont know what to do. That phone call it..well never mind that right now but..I dont know what to do..you saw my sync ratio yesterday." He had. It was terrible. Disgustingly poor. He thought of how devasted she must be for one so arrogant. She talked on, " Im just not corresponding with my eva..and its all been so frustrating..damn it Shinji I was thinking so hard last night.." "Where were you last night? And the other nights?" he blurted out. He braced himself for an explosion of emotions. He was socially retarded and he knew it. "At a friends..I couldnt take Misatos problems on top of it all..oh god I dont know how you put up with her and me together..and that bitch Rei..oh god Shinji..I was thinking long and hard the other night..I almost..well you can guess at what I was thinking of doing and I almost did..but then I remembered. I realised that out of everyone one fucking person has always been there for me. The person I love.." "Kaji.." Shinji though to himself idiodically. "The person I love..is you.." She whispered. "Its you. I love you Shinji.." Shinji was overwelmed with a tidle wave of emotions. "Oh Asuka..I love you too.." he said. Asuka let out a smile accross her face. The first one in a long time. She dropped the robe that was neatly tucked around her and revealed her beautiful naked body before him. "Take me Shinji. I need you more than ever now." She said. Shinji was awestruck. "Oh Asuka.." he shook his head. "Asuka, we cant..we shouldnt..were too young..and neither of us need more complications..and most importantly I cant take advantige of you right now. Youre in a fragile position.." He hated himself for it but it was very true. Too true. Asuka repeated " I need you Shinji. Im in love with you and I need you more than ever now cant you undestand that? I want you to be inside of me. I want you more than ever..youre the reason I keep living. I want this to work.." She had a point too he thought. Maybe he could just..no. It was crazy. They were both 14 year old virgins and did not need any more stress in there lives who knows what could..Then like a bucket of cold water it hit him. The kiss that was more than a kiss. The kiss he had been waiting for. Not a false kiss to waste time. A kiss full of passion and love and most of all desire. Her tongue carresed the inside of his mouth and he pulled away at first but then returned his tongue and they kissed for what seemed like an eternity. Asuka wrapped her arms around Shinji and pulled him to her. He kissed her deeply and his hand found itself on her thigh rubbing her long slender leg. As he kissed her he stared not at her perfect body but at her eyes. She wasnt lying. She wasnt using him for comfort. She was serious and needed love. But more importantly HIS love. She rubbed his back and started slowly rubbing her body against his. Shinji was hard as a rock and moved his free hand to her butt. He rubbed her all over with his hands and was loving it. As Asuka pulled off his shirt there was scilence except for the low moaning pleasure from their throats. Asuka tenderly and lovingly kissed and licked his chest all over and squeezed his ass. Shinji pulled her back and burried his face in her perfect chest. He suckled her left nipple and ran his tongue along her hard pebbly nipple and her breast. Asuka felt a warm wet feeling around her breast and squealed softly with ecstasy. But it wasnt enough. She pulled off his pants still kissing him all over and wrapped her long smoothe legs around Shinjis waist. He groaned, " Asuka what are you doing?" as she slid off his underwear. "Were too young..we cant. We just can.." Suddenly the kissing on his body stopped for a moment when Asuka took a moment to sigh in total relief as he felt the wet fleshy wall sof her vagina touch his throbbing penis. Her inside muscles were tight and rejected his errection but he pushed in her tight pussy that was of a girl who wasnt even past puberty. Suddenly he was aware of every touch. From the blooming hairs from their young crotches tingling to his dick thrusting inside of her tight clit. She was so tight it hurt her but she liked it. She ached inside and his throbbing penis dipped in deeper as he humped into her fragile body. She threw her head back and she couldnt scream. Shinji grunted and thrust again as he clutched her buttox and aided the ramming. She kissed him hard to muffle her screams of excitement and her petite toes clenched into his back as he dove inside her all the way and started pumping her full of himself. Asuka went into her orgasm at the same time and whimpered as their young legs were suddenly drenched with bodily fluids. Shinji sprayed his semen into her over and over and over and the bit into each others lips as they btoh lost their virginity. Asukas cute tummy to her sexy legs were soaked with cum and blood and shinjis lags were wet beyond belief. They pulled their heads back and rested on each others shoulders breathing hard in the same position. Asukas legs were selaed around shinjis waist and his legs were hanging from the bed. His arms were hanging down her back and her cum dripping rounded firm breasts were pressed against his chest. They breathed for a while and fianlly with their last bits of strenght pulled out and away and fell onthe bed. They lay there in their own liquids in pure ecstasy loving each other more than ever before. They were two teens who loved each other and were broken into. They lay still, sprawled on the bed when the door opened. "Hey Shinji? Did you hear someone come in here..." Misato stared in disbelief at the scene and gawked. All three were speachless. Misato looke bewildered and slammed the door shut as she walked out of the room. Shinji though half awake "uh oh".. TO BE CONTINUED